What do I do?

I am trying to reach out to you,
but you keep pushing me away,
It's not that I don't try,
I just don't know how to.

I'm going to let this feeling end.
Right now, right then.
Breakaway if I can,
from the image of you I wanted you to be..

It's not fair,
if I have to explain,
When there is nothing to begin with,
You and your stand.

After so long,years swiftly pass us by,
when I am going to understand,
you shut it all out,
leaving me in the rain.

I don't mind the pain now,
If you don't know, I have nothing to fear,
I can still be a friend....
and that's all I am.
Making sense of it all,
it's time I....
Grow close, grow wise.