My top priority

My top priority
He who will never leave and never dies.
We don't have to work to impress God.
He knows who we are and accepts us with unconditional love.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Hail Mary


Hail Mary the Lord is with you,
blessed are you amongst women,
and blessed is the fruit of Thy womb Jesus,
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us
sinners now and at the hour of our death,
Amen.

Toughen up Little One

I know how it is like being rejected.
I know how it is like being left out in the cold.
I know how it is like, really.
God loves me still, despite all that.
I should remember He was rejected as well.
I should remember He was not welcomed at one point at a time.
I should remember He was not cared for.
Then why am I feeling so rotten and sad?
Why do I put such a high expectation? Why?
God, now I know how You hurt... even more hurt than what I appear to be feeling inside.
Oh God.........
I really don't belong here.



Love,
Your little one.

Secrets

If we know each other’s secret, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins

Yesterday I rediscovered myself.
Yesterday I bid the old me farewell.
Yesterday I kissed the past and let it go.
Today I am comforted by the fact that I still have more time on earth to do good.
Today I am a strong fortress.
Today I learn not to think about myself only..and compassion is redefined.
I promise to be the only exception.
This is kindness to oneself:)


It's a little sad.,

I do not want to believe it. I really don't. But sometimes it is true... all guys are the same... I don't want to think it that way, but they are. I should have been wiser. Silly me.Urgh. I am stronger than that. Lord, please give me the grace to accept this weakness in me and that I may forgive myself for this flaw that I often commit. Amen.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Appreciate your loved ones..

"You may not be her first her last or her only. she loved before, she may love again. but if she loves you now, what else matters? she's not perfect- you aren't either and the two of you may never be perfect together... but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice and admit to being human and making mistakes hold on to her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break-- her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy let her know when she makes you mad and miss her when she's not there." -- Bob Marley

Flattery

Please don't flatter yourself,
You're not the only one,
this heart has ever felt.

Please don't exaggerate,
don't tell me you're okay,
you're okay and that you care.

I will admit it, if you admit it,
It's harder than we both know,
It's easy to fall apart,
look where we are...

I can forgive it,
I can't forget it,
You're melting me with all these scars,
but you can't see,
that the heart is scarred,
I'm not in your heart.

We're both hurt than we appear,
the world will never know,
we both have tasted tears, my dear,
You're denying what I say,
I bruise easily,
How about you?

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Bye bye sorrow..


I think I need to move on. I only have enough strength as bestowed by the Almighty. I know this road I take will be rocky and winding but I am sure to find some form of happiness along the way. I just need to appreciate who I am.
There is no use remaining sad. It is not good for health too.
I slept for quite a while just now, so I think I am more refreshed to start anew.
For now, I do not expect anything at all. I just want God to stay,it is comforting to hold His hand in such times.