Heartstrings

She walks home in the rain,
no sun to guide her way,
just stars in her eyes,
a cross in her hand…

Her heart is like glass,
her face a landscape,
but you don’t see her, do you?
this girl walking across the street,
a few miles more, can you hear her whisper?
this long journey on her own,
her feet damp and sore..

Hiding the pain,
she walks and walks again,
plasters on her soul,
“I’m walking in the rain,” she says,
“Stop me if you can,
when love has turned its back,
how can I return again?”

Cruel.
Cruel.
Cruel.
Denying the mess deep inside you.
Torn.
Torn apart.
Can I find you?
Can I love you?
Can you find me?
Can you love me?
Save her, save me please.

Walking on

Sometimes you wish there are times when you can be happy often. You want to be able to feel so much and yet suffer little. But it doesn’t works that way, does it? Life is always full of undetermined phases.The ones that we cannot foretell or avoid.

I am taking a walk with my umbrella today. Walking to the small jetty by the beach where I can watch the sea in peace. Forget the world behind me, forget the things that worry me.
If only I can be contented in the things that I have now than to regret not appreciating them for a lifetime. I wish I know how to be me, honestly.

The sea is calm today.But me? I am not sure. But I think God is walking right beside me, quietly, gently.

Silent thoughts

No words can say what I have felt these past few days. I just hope things will get better. I pray hard but I must not expect too much.



The time you lost, you held your cross,
No tears did your eyes tell,
The time you lost, no matter what the cost,
your strength will show you through.

But time will heal,
what your heart conceal,
and this I know too well.

The road you've known,
that takes you home,
is waiting strong and true.

For this child of mine,
She'll forever shine,
Angel rays watch over you,
Angel rays watch over you.

I am down on my knees, begging You please, come comfort me in my sorrow, help me to start a new tomorrow.