My top priority

My top priority
He who will never leave and never dies.
We don't have to work to impress God.
He knows who we are and accepts us with unconditional love.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

After the wedding?so called lol....

LOL, I need to laugh first before I post this up. I can almost see the rolling of the reader's eyes already.:D Bear with me, I beg you, hahaha.

My subconscious mind is speaking to me. In dreams, once again. I guess all that romance is getting to my head. Please do not mistake it as a call of desperation. It is merely a thought provoked by the endearing emotions of a lifetime commitment. One called marriage.

I opened my eyes to the bright sunrays from the windowpane. I had no idea of the time but my ears made out a vague sound, indicating another presence in the room. I turned around only to find him, diligently at work on his laptop. My mind panicked.


"Good morning," he gre
eted me.

I automatically held my left hand out an
d saw the ring on my fourth finger. I sought his. Identical. I gulped. My mind reeled back. This must be Sunday morning. After the wedding.

"Good morning," I greeted back not meaning to be rude. He looked so composed and relaxed it was hard not to be at ease. I walked towards the window and it dawned upon me our location at the sight of Sarawak River. Holiday Inn Suite. Everything came back into place.
He interrupted my thoughts by mentioning breakfast at the pantry. I didn't know what else to do but to go to the pantry, blur. Picking up breakfast, I couldn't really recall what it was, I think it was an egg sandwich or ham, whichever, he asked if I was excited to go to Rome.

A
pparently our honeymoon was to be there. I slowly went towards him and embraced him, speechless. I woke up then, remembering his gentle smile.

I sat in bed for the whole 15 minutes, kicking m
yself in the mind. Dreams. Always playing tricks on me!Cruel, cruel.

If he is real, I think I would be the happiest girl on earth.

Oh well.....
back to reality, opps there goes gravity. lol.

Isn't it strange though, I dreamt the continuation of a dream two days ago? Hmmmm.... too much imagination does not serve me well.

At least he was much much approachable and charming this time around.

That is it. Enough!.. whatever happened to my bible studies? (Stares at the screen in despair)
Yikes! I am sidetracked for toooooo long. God forgive me!
(smiles sheepishly)

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